Wednesday, May 26th 2004 (7:53 PM)

Music - La La La, by Jay-Z (Excuse Me Miss Remix)

My tummy doesn't feel that happy. I just ate this not-so-tasty peach-flavored...thing. It's not sitting well. Perhaps because I also ate it with vanilla ice cream.

Mr. Garzon invited me back to judge the mock trial between his Business Law classes. It was fun in that not-fun way. It's interesting to hear the cases, but now it's been 4 times that I've heard the same case. I love doing mock trials more than sleeping, but since the performers were rookies, it was so-so. It was a good use of a day.

After the mock trials were over, I walked around the school and visited some teachers. I never thought of myself as the type of person to ever do that, but there I was, playing the nostalgic graduate. When I went to see Miss Provost, we had a funny conversation, witnessed by Chinttu.

Miss Provost: You look more and more like your sister every day!
Cherry: Yeah, but soon June will be taller than I am.
Miss Provost: Oh my God! I thought you were June!

We all had a good laugh about that. Except June, when I told her later. She resents it when people say we look alike. Maybe she doesn't want to be as ugly as I... T.T

I've decided that I have to lose 20 lbs by the time I go back to school. Even though I really ought to lose 40 lbs, I decided this it would be unreasonable to lose 40 lbs in 3 months. Therefore, I will have to lose about 7 lbs a month from now until September. I will keep track of progress here. I will also keep track of what I've eaten and how many calories it adds up to. I feel like if I force myself to declare it here, then I will be more motivated to stick to it. So starting tomorrow, you will all find out (even though you don't care) exactly what I eat every day. Hold the applause please. I know you're excited.

--Tsunami

Tuesday, May 18th 2004 (3:08 PM)

Music - Bachelorette, by Bjork

It had been a good week. Paul hadn't called me or messaged me for about a week. Then out of nowhere a few days ago, he called me. Now he's been calling me every day. I thought things were getting better with him. I guess I was wrong.

I went to see Troy with Louis, David, and Jason the night that it came out. There's not much to say about the movie. It was okay. Too bad that a pretty face like Orlando Bloom had to be such a stupid character.

And that is all that's happened. Not much.

--Tsunami

Monday, May 10th 2004 (6:17 AM)

Music - Gossip Folks, by Missy Elliot

Whooo, I'm awake so early today. O_o...

I hope this is the last time I will be talking about Paul. I plan on changing my phone number soon so that I don't have to worry about Paul calling me, and he doesn't have to worry about not being able to resist. I wish he would learn to move on. And to his parents and sister, who surely read my blog and then twist my words around, let me say this. Don't ever say that I didn't love Paul. You guys act so mighty and superior like you know all my intentions. You try to brainwash Paul and tell him that I never cared about him at all, that he was just my toy. I wonder if you guys comprehend your supreme bias against me and just how ridiculous it is. Psht, you atheist-hating, narrow-minded, white-supremacists. Go ahead. Call my mom about it like you always do. Pathetic.

I'm moving home soon! It will be good to go home. It will be bad to have to pack up my stuff. My room is such a mess. It's a lot better than the last time that my sister saw it, but it's still no hospital room. Workin on it.

Lalalalalaaaaa...I don't have much else to write about. All I know is that things are looking up. I'm actually starting to make friends, for the first time since I moved out of Livingston. It's kinda nice.

--Tsunami

Thursday, May 6th 2004 (3:56 PM)

Music - Take Me Away, by Fefe Dobson

I dunno why I like this song so much. I guess it's because it's so passionate. Also because she uses a type of girl's voice that's not so common in pop music. It's a little bit rough but still feminine. Great song. You should listen to it. Props to June for having recommended it.

So school's over now and I'm busy trying to clean up, pack up before I have to move out. School has been very disappointing this year. All I can do is hope that I find some motivation during the summer that I can apply to next year. Wish me luck.

Things with Paul have gotten quite out of hand. I just want him out of my life. It's tiring to listen to him say the same things he's said a million times before. Yesterday he got into my email, my MSN, my AIM, my Gunbound, and changed all my passwords. Somehow my MSN buddies got added to his own MSN list and he started to harass them. So this is fair warning to anybody that I have on my MSN list. Please ignore the random guy who added you.

In happier news, I discovered a new favorite snack. I bought a pack of Monterey Jack cheese and roasted turkey intending to make a sandwich. When I got home, there was no bread except this stupid low-carb bread. Whatever the hell they do to make bread low-carb has gotta be ridiculous. Wouldn't it make sense for people who don't want carbs to just not eat bread? Will they start making low-peanut peanut butter for people allergic to peanuts? Anyway, that's all besides the point. Since there was no real bread in the dorm, I just rolled up the cheese and ham into a little roll and ate it. As it turns out, it tastes so much better without the bread! Especially since the cheese was just the right amount of spicy, two pieces of turkey and one piece of cheese were oh boy...yum. For the rest of the day, that's all I ate.

--Tsunami dreams of turkey, cheese, and happier days